ARGHHHH!! I'M DAMN FRUSTRATED NOW.
EVERYTHING IS OUT TO GET ME.. T-T
ALL my stupid watches are spoilt.
My favourite black one is lagging. Every time I look at it, it'll be an hour or two later than the actual time, and this is after I readjust the time. HOW NOW BROWN COW!? It's not like the battery is dying or what. It's still ticking! :( Prob is, this is an analog watch. Is it even possible to open it up and reset the system?! o.o
To my white baby-g watch,
I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU...
But who the hell changed you to tokyo timing?!
I've accidently changed it to other country's timing before and successfully changed it back, but not this time.
I've tried all possible buttons (there's only 4 btw) but nothing seems to work.
HOW YOU TELL ME?!!?
I don't have the manual guide. After serving me for a happy 4years, who would have expected such a thing to happen to my baby?:(
I can never trust the clocks at home because my mom intentionally set it 5 (?) minutes earlier. She knows I'm always late and hence convinced herself that by doing so, I'll be tricked.
Don't blame me if I'm late for anything. D:
OK. Then the second problem.
Wardrobe malfunction.zzzz
I think I'm damn pathetic la. All the stupid clothes doing me injustice. I've not shopped as in REALLY SHOP in 14243262987190701 years.. and this is the outcome.
Argh. Just looking at the tops itself is already an eye-sore.:( I'm so tempted to throw all out..
Anyway, THE REAL DEAL IS THIS:
Out of the few shorts I have, ONLY ONE FITS. and I'm wearing that now.
All the rest are so freaking loose even though they're S size. My hips must have shrunk or something..
I'd have to wear belts with them but the thing is, I DO NOT WANT TO WEAR BELTS:(
To add on, I've realized the severity of my problem after I started working. It's working etiquette to wear long pants but guess what? The only fitting long pants that I have is my tights. WAY TO GO NICOLE!
I do have jeans... but they're in dire need to be shortened and taken in at the sides.:(
Promised never to touch them until they're fixed.
I must have gotten fussier about my clothes...
Last and least about my bottoms, my three-quarter pants.
Stupid la. Don't know how I wear it until the pants flared out. Disgustingly ugly!! It's exactly like an inverted funnel omg. Bell-bottom style but it stops at the knees. How flattering..
I know.. I must have been out of my cotton mind to even wear it that day. My friend just had to emphasize on how bad it looked.. I felt so self conscious the whole day :(
ARGHHH. Talking about all these clothes are making me even angrier and more unsatisfied.
You have no idea how long and hard it is for me to select clothes just to go out.
They're so ugly!:(:(:( sadface x 3
ok la, I actually do have alright ones. (a few)
Majority are basics and the remaining just remains in the wardrobe forever.
Yes, basics are good.
But I have so many its boring. (They're all passed down:/)
I can practically wear polo-tees of different colours for each day.
I gotta stop acting poor. Work ma ass off and use the money to change my wardrobe.
Bankok Platinum and States Premium Outlets, here I come.
THATS IT. TIME TO GO SHOPPING!!!!
WHO'S WITH ME?:D
Speaking of such problems, -sigh-
I'm in a mid-teen crisis right now.
God knows when but I suddenly felt so old- like a rotten saggy prune.
I look so gross it damages the eyes..:(
My dark circles can compare to the shade of dark brown eye shadow. Panda even.:(
and the eye bags oh god. You can say its as big as a tea bag :(
When I smile, you only see the darkened bags. no eyes at all.
sad and true.
Reaching 17, and I feel as though I've accomplished nothing in life. I'm like a useless lazy bum, too inadequate to do anything..:( not even deciding where I want to study, with certainty..
It's simply too much for my undersized brain.
My O level results aren't fantastic btw.
I was quite disappointed with it but I guess, it's what I deserved. Oh well.
Go ahead and laugh at me all you want :(
I'm too sad to care.